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Robot Doll's Journal, diary of a slave. Currently under a collar of consideration this is my growth and journey with my Master. Included in this journal will be my daily thoughts and trepidations as I explore all the aspects of my submission in a bdsm lifestyle with my Master.

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General | Thursday, September 25 06:29:00 AM

I have moved to Xtube, if you want to see me look my up on there, my username is Robot_Doll hope to see you there! 

Here is a link to my pissing video:  http://www.XTube.com/play_re.php?v=msMFu_S421_&cl=gej0d_S421_


General | Tuesday, September 16 14:36:16 PM
I am doing my usual things during the day when you enter my apartment, you come up behind me and grab my hair pulling my head back. My first thought is that I didn't know you had a key in. "Time to play" you say to me. "Yes Master" I respond. You drag me over to the bed, "On your knees" you order me. I am a little reluctant at first, my knees are bruised and sore from having to perform for you yesterday, but I obey the command despite the pain remembering your words 'Pain shows your devotion to me' I am not going to disappoint you today if I can help it.
"Clothes Off" you command, I take off my clothes gently, finally taking off my panties slowly how I have learnt you like it, I put the clothes aside for you on the bed. I am now feeling vulnerable in my nakedness and fear is creeping into my heart as to what you are going to do to me.
I try to calm myself, telling myself it will feel worse if I don't relax for you. "Good" you say, as you run your hand softly over my ass and back. "Lay on your stomach and go limp like a rag doll" You order me, I get wet at you calling me a rag doll, and the thought of being treated like a toy again. I lay on my stomach and relax my whole body for you, making myself get into the right mindset for you. You do not say anything, but you start to manipulate my limbs, seeing how far they will bend so that you can put them into position. You then start to tie my arms behind my back, the rope rubbing over my skin, you tie my wrists together first, then you pull my elbows together as far as they go, tying the rope tightly just above them. I whimper a little and you whip me with the rope, "Rag dolls don't make sound!" You order me angrily. I quiet myself, I am just an object tonight and you will do what you wish with me. You pull my ankles up as far as they go, tying them to my thighs with the rope, I get wet at the feeling of the rope tight against my thighs, one of my most sensitive and erotic zones on my body, you tickle inside my thigh to test me, knowing how ticklish I am there, I do all I can not to move or make sound feeling the torture of it overtaking my body. You proceed to tie my thighs apart linking the rope up to my elbows.
I feel completely exposed and excited that I am now unable to go anywhere. "Squirm!" you order me, I do my best to squirm about as though I am trying to escape feeling the pressure of my bounds even more. "Good" you say to me, I go limp for you again. You blindfold me and then gag me. "You may squirm and show pain as I continue now" you say to me.
I feel myself getting wetter between my legs and wonder if you have noticed. You start to flog me now, I realise the flogger feels different, this is not the flogger you have been flogging me with up until now, it stings more and I feel my ass getting red, you flog me over my arms and back and over my legs, you flog between my legs, nothing is sacred tonight, I moan out into the gag in pain and squirm from the stings, but I know I cannot go anywhere and the stings keep landing over my body. You build them up faster and harder and I have no time to think about the pain between each stroke, I know that my cum must be dripping out of my cunt now, getting wetter with each blow. Finally you whip my ass with one flog using all of the force you wish to and I scream out into the gag the pain so much. You rub over my ass, you are certain now I am beyond my pain limits, just where you wanted me to be.
You had light candles previously and the wax is pooling nicely inside them. You want to make me fly today, you pick up one of the large candles you have lit, and pour the wax over my ass, watching it as it drips over my curves. I am squirming and moaning out in pain. "The more you squirm the more it will drip nicely over your skin, and into your cunt" you tell me, I stop squirming, knowing what you say is true, I know I must stay still no matter how bad the pain is.
You pour another candle over my ass, I feel the pain hit me, I want to squirm but I am desperately trying not to, I know how painful it will be over my cunt, I moan out into my gag. You now start pouring wax over my arms and back, you are no longer taking breaks in between, you are just pouring it and keep going over my ass and arms, over my hands until you run out of wax. You leave the candles to pool some more so that you can continue. You get the camera and start to take photos of your work, you don't speak to me tonight, you wont give me the pleasure of hearing you talking directly to me, acknowledging me. Instead you speak as though you are talking to someone else, as though I am not there, just an object for amusement. I immediately feel lower and less worthy.
You go back to your candles now, pouring them over me, you pour them over my feet, you continue over my ass and body again. Having gone beyond my pain I am no longer moaning out in pain or moving, I am letting you use me as you wish.
You know I am flying now, you have broken me for today, you pour some wax so it purposely goes over my cunt and then you leave the candles. You take more photos, inserting a candle inside of me. You fuck me with the candle, I let you rape me hard, feeling it tear me up inside. You clean up, blowing out the candles, putting things away, leaving me where I am, tied, waxed, with a candle inside.
I am not sure for how long you leave me there flying, or when you removed the wax from my body and untied me. I am sure you may have kept abusing me more, possibly removing the wax in the shape it was over my body, whipping me some more.
I wake inside my bed, naked, sore and alone. There is a note left for me, "Slut, know I can take you anytime, anywhere". I feel a pang of fear knowing it is true, but my adoration of you takes over my heart, you own me and I know it. There is also something that is not mine near me, a whip, I recognise it as one I have asked for to be used only on me. there is a note wrapped around the handle.
"This is my gift to you, I think you are ready for the next step" I smile to myself, I am ready to go on and I look forward to the rest of my life beneath you.


General | Saturday, September 13 06:59:48 AM
It is early in the morning, my daily alarm has not yet gone off, I hear something calling me but cannot quite make it out. Not wanting to leave my dream I ignore it but the call is persistent. I slowly start to hear the sounds of the room waking up, I hear you calling me awake "Wake up puppy, come on, that's it, wake up". I moan not wanting to wake yet, your fingers pet my head slowly and then enclose around my hair, you pull my head back. I can feel your cheek against mine as you whisper commandingly into my ear "wake up bitch". I am still half asleep but I open my eyes and respond to you, "I am awake Sir". You pull me by my hair into a sitting position, I whine at the pain and speed I am pulled up on. "Get up and take your clothes off" you order me, I slowly start to remove my clothes, you become impatient with me and whip me hard in the legs "Faster bitch, I want you naked NOW!" I now realise the situation and am fully awake, I move as fast as I can despite my pain and take my clothes off quickly, I lay my clothes back on the bed for you.
"Good," you say pleased, "on your hands and knees" I reluctantly go down to my knees and you whip me hard again, I yelp out in pain and try to move faster for you. You now move dominantly over my body putting a knee on my back, you slide a collar on in front of me and lock it in behind my neck, you then attach a lead to it. You walk around to the front of me and admire your work, "Yes, that will do nicely" you say. You grab my hair and lift my head up, "Now listen carefully bitch, you are now my dog, any sounds that come out of your hole that aren't dog sounds will be punished." I look at you, fear in my eyes, "Do you understand bitch?" You ask me, I nod my head not daring to speak. "Good". You lead me out of the room and into the bathroom where you have set up some puppy pads, you lead me over the pads, "This is where you pee" you say to me, you put my nose down to the floor, "Pee here puppy" you rub my nose into the puppy pads "smell puppy, pee pee here" I look up at you a little unsure, you rub my nose back into the pads on the floor "Pee puppy!" I sniff the floor for you and squat down a little on the paper to pee for you, "What a dirty puppy" you say, when I am finished you pat my head and scratch behind my ear, "Good Puppy" you say.

You drag me off the pads with the lead and tie me to a chair, I whine a little and you whip my back, "Quiet!" you order. You start to clean up the puppy pads and put them into a rubbish bag, "Look at the mess the bitch has made!" You comment loudly to yourself. I sit myself back and put my head down, eyes lowered to the floor waiting for what you want to do next. You leave the room with the bag you have just cleaned up, I wait a while for your return but you do not come. I lay myself down on the floor, kneeling with my hands under like a dog would, and try to listen to what you are doing. I can hear you moving about the house but do not know what the sounds mean, after a while I hear a chain rattle and then you come back into the room, you are carrying some things in your hand, one looks like a shampoo and things that you would bathe a dog with. You turn on the shower and test the temperature with your wrist so it is at the same as you would bathe a normal dog, not cold, but not hot, just body temperature.
You then untie my leash and drag me to the water, I try to resist and you whip me again, "At this rate the puppy will be all beaten up and sore." you say to me, I stop resisting and let you tie me under the shower. You wet me all over head to toe, making sure my hair is wet. You then lather up soap over me and scrub me as roughly as you can, making sure you scrub soap into my cunt and ass extra roughly and penetrate me, you put shampoo in my hair and scrub it roughly as well. You then thoroughly rinse me down with the water, making sure the stream goes hard into my cunt and ass.
Once you are satisfied I have been thoroughly rinsed you turn the water off. You know get something else that you have placed on the chair and comes toward me, you grab me by my wet hair and pull my head back so I have no choice but to open my mouth, you then start to roughly brush my teeth clean, and you brush my tongue as well, you laugh when the foam from the brush drips out of my mouth and down my chin. You then get an old towel and rub me dry roughly with it making sure it is hurting me. You plug in a blow dryer and roughly blow dry my hair. You lay the wet towel down on the floor and tell me to lay on it, "Puppy is all clean, clean puppies cannot go out to play" you tell me, "Stay!" you command me on the towel; I lay obediently on the towel. You go around and clean up all your supplies.
As I lay listening to you I am desperate to see the collar and lead you have placed upon my neck, but know that attempting to view it would bring another beating and with the temptation try to lie as quietly as possible. I hear you leave the room and let out a sigh. You leave me lying on the towel for an hour or more before you return, I am desperate for water now having had none since I woke up and had the taste of my teeth being brushed in my mouth.

You come back in and untie the leash again, "Is the puppy thirsty?" You ask, mocking me, "Will it perform tricks for a bit of water?" You lead me out of the bathroom and into another room, there is a bowl of water on the floor in the corner, you pick some of the water up with a dropper and pull my head back, you drop one drop of water into my mouth. I am desperate for more. You put the dropper down and lay the leash over my back, "Sit!" you order me, I put my ass down onto the cold floor, "Stay!" you pick up a camera and take photos of me, "Beg!" you command me again, I lean back onto my knees and move my hands up like paws in front of me, I open my mouth and pant, you keep taking photos of me, "roll over!" I roll onto my back with my hands and legs up. "Good Puppy" you say, you lead me over to the water and I desperately try to lap it up, then slurp it up as best I can to relieve my thirst. You tie my leash in front of me and I finally get to see what it is, a pink leash with diamonds on it, the sight of it making me hornier than I already am and I feel my wetness almost going down my legs. You come in behind me and enter me with your cock; you fuck me rough and hard until you come. You then get up and start caning my bottom, leaving marks across it, I do my best not to yelp out. You take photos of my sore ass and wet cunt, you then drag me somewhere else and I see that you have set up a cage with a dog cushion across the bottom of it, you lead me into it but stop me getting all the way in, with my ass sticking out you tell me to stay, you insert a butt plug into me and then let me get all the way in, I feel something against my ass as I get in and realise you have put a tail into me. You lock the cage, "I will be back to play with you later." You say to me, "Puppy can sleep if needed." I am tired and hungry, but doubtful I can sleep with something inside my ass, I lie down and close my eyes. Pleased you take more photos and then leave me.

I am uncertain how long it has been before you return, you open the cage and lead me out, you let me have a drink of water, then you take me back to pee on the puppy pads, I do not wait after your first command and rubbing my nose into the paper to pee, I pee as you command, and you pick up the papers, you then turn on the shower with hard and fast cold water and put it straight onto my cunt. I scream out, "Oh its cold" you turn off the tap and grab my lead, you whip my back repeatedly, I realise immediately my mistake, you take me back to your room where you have your laptop turned on, you insert a dildo into my cunt, you tell me to back up to the wall and I do so, you tell me to fuck the cock against the wall while you work, you watch to make sure I start moving as you wished, "Horny Bitch on heat" you say, you then go and do your work on your computer, every now and then shouting at me, "Better still be fucking it"
When you are finished your work you come back to me and grab my lead, "sore?" you ask me, I whine, you lead me back to my cage, "You will sleep here tonight, with your holes filled, you tell me, you lead me back in the cage, you throw some blankets on me, "Good Puppy" you say locking the cage up and leave the room, leaving me alone to spend the night caged as a dog.


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